You know what I just realized while talking with someone?
I want to become the emergency commission angel.
I want to make a bunch of really fun to draw characters and order commissions of them from people who are really poor/need money for medical reasons/etc.
Which is really strange for me, because, despite therapy, I have a hatred for the human race that borders on sociopathic.
But… Somehow when I get to lurk around the internet and watch everyone on an individual level and see all their little quirks- speech patterns, fandoms, friendships… I kind of start really loving people in a way I can’t really explain.
“I think it’s impossible to really understand somebody, what they want, what they believe, and not love them the way they love themselves. ” -Ender’s Game